I'm not a man
doing nothing for a few days
nothing here
and then
nothing there
and then
here again
my life is pointless
I have no way
just waiting
here just waiting for a way
suddenly appears and lead me through it
I have no way
my life is pointless
I am being pointless
just boried
just sad
just stupid
and hopeful
just waiting
I am almost doing anything
almost playing in a jazz band
almost recording an album
almost making videos
almost there
almost blue
almost totally unsure about me
only knowing one thing
I'm not a man