just - just - just - just and then and then again

my life is pointless

I'm not a man

doing nothing for a few days

nothing here

and then

nothing there

and then

here again

my life is pointless

I have no way

just waiting

here just waiting for a way

suddenly appears and lead me through it

I have no way

my life is pointless

I am being pointless

just boried

just sad

just stupid

and hopeful

just waiting

I am almost doing anything

almost playing in a jazz band

almost recording an album

almost making videos

almost there

almost blue

almost totally unsure about me

only knowing one thing

I'm not a man